this isn’t the first time this has happened. Not only have I not been attracted to any of my bfs (which I’ve had a lottt throughout my life) I’ve never been truly attracted to any male. I have never felt comfortable in romantic relationships with men. It doesn’t feel right or enjoyable for me. And having sex or getting intimate with a man? O.M.G. It’s the number one thing that grosses me out, there have been times when I thought I was going to gag because of the ickiness. I’ve always pretended to like guys, to think they’re sexy, to desire a real relationship with a guy to enjoy having sex with them, but I don’t. I pretend to like being with my current boyfriend but I guess you could say he is really just a beard to me. I couldn’t care less about our relationship. Bottom line: I’m gay and I’ve known it for years, I’m only now just not afraid to admit it anymore.
Come at me, bro.




